Wondering Where I Am?

Or not?  I have been back, it was better than the previous session, but have now missed two weeks.


Why?

Well week one was due to THIS.

Last week was because my back was stuffed. Yes stuffed. Had remedial massage instead and am booked into osteopath for this Thursday. How did I stuff it, you ask?

BY FRIGGIN' SLEEPING THE WRONG WAY! Being old sucks, I tell ya. Don't even have good war stories anymore. ARGH!

Is It Gone Forever?

I posted before about why I decided to join the team I have. The whole premise and ideals of this team, the positive energy which abounded, the boss lady who wanted things done right or not at all...

I went back to derby training last week for the first time in nearly 7 months, the first time since Mum died. It was a very different league I walked into. Not sure if it is the one for me anymore, not sure if it was a one-off and the disgruntled, unhappy vibe won't last. Am going back this week, have decided to give it a month and then see. Maybe this is not the league for me, maybe the changes to the hierachy and attitudes are not what I need anymore.

But I'm not ruling it out just yet. It may have been a bad night.

I hope so.

I am Back.

Officially! As of last night.

So watch this space.

I Haz It - The Two Evils Derby Name Approval!

MADMOTHER!

Holy crap! Remember my despair when I thought it was gone? I had looked at times, then life dragged me into the depths of loss. I had not checked for months, then on Christmas Day guided by only the one who was missing... I looked. And there it was. Me. Nothing more could convince me to be who I am. Madmother. Hellion on wheels. I am going to fight through age, weight, fear. I am going to SKATE!

Fuck it. What will be, will be.